Monster Dust, For You, My Love

Monster Dust

Monster Dust, For You, My Love

No move until you conquer self
In terror of the barren three months
It could be always added again
What is the list to be taken upon
That you must build who you are
To be safe in a place that could be
My arms or just pictures of them
Am I safe already here, ready
I can become my tower without you
Will I abandon the bricks that
Built our world once upon a time
Imagined and fantasized and shared it
Does this trauma I feel near a friend
What you face like a wall before my
Open door of love you've never had
Will this be all you need to kill
Terror butterflies taking your breath
Show me how to do the same for
Pictures of my real kind of beauty
I hadn't touched because of buried
Mines of knives monsters plotted
Bring me this ease I've had
Into the strength I wore like
Skin so soft it melted under
Touch I haven't felt before
Do your hands hold this for me
Can you show me your love
To build again my heart's power
Onto these papers of my smiles

There in the wilderness of horses
I will be naked upon their backs
With ease of the joy I've rebirthed
Because the before is dead and rotted
Pulled out of me, to not rot me
Put on the wind, back to the monsters
Giving me these babies of hope
That I can feel like before only
Stronger, like a bionic soul
Better than before, leaping over
Creepy crawly messes not mine
Into a star filled escapade
Onto a stage I'm adored
Watch me reach the masses
Is there, where you will be
Give me my boost into flight
Don't wait for my admirers runs
Bring them to me because you think
Of me despite one more wait
Give me this gap you sewed us
So I can wrap me in it until I find
You holding my cocoon of us
To tear me open with new wings
You could sleep upon them even
If my flight was continuous
From the moment I sought you
As mentor for my child to mentor
For me, to silly boy for my silly girl
Inside where we still dance and spring

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