Apr 2015

Just Because You Ask Nicely

Just Because You Ask Nicely


Just Because You Ask Nicely?

As your games of
Happy fun drama
Have you with
Large expressed arms
And hiding under sight
With thoughts not of me
Until they hit you
As you wonder of my
Instant life to catch
If I'd show you a glimpse
As I've gotten caught up
In this healing and not
Tending to your desires
To peek at me
If only I were out here
Only for you yet
I also have mountains
To climb all my own
I'd love your hand here
To hold on my way up
As I hear you calling
For another image
I rest awhile in this
I'm finally content
For a time and I'd like
To find another step
All my own to lift me
You find you are restless
Just maybe you'll move

Where shall you go
If you do kick yourself
Under to fall into
A place I have positioned
Myself already open
Just right on this spot
As I shoot for my top
I listen closer to my
Own choir singing
Of how to love my life
Right here and cleared
Of endurance with energy
To become out of shell
I only took a moment
To sit and collect myself
When you asked for
A picture to read
Though cute you called
I have a place I
Had to work on instead
No scene for now
As you went to your
Sleep calling a missing
Of me when you'd ask
If I could I would
Will always be my answer
But I couldn't because
I had me for awhile
In this contemplated rise

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Because He's Not There

Because He's Not There


Because He's Not There

How could I've let myself
Have an invisible friend of
You that was never there
He wouldn't keep promises
As a figment can't
Only letting me know of
Wishes I did not hold
Letting go of each moment
As much as I could
For the staying was breaking
My presence of me
It would have taken
All I had left as
Only a healing mind can
Dance on the edge as
Walls come down that
Once held the monsters
That the girl within me
Still screams from
He could've held her
If he were ever there
So unbound by comfort
Of what I have left
To put together now
Maybe you still are
Somewhere not this
That after my mending
I can find a glimpse of

On the other end of pretending
I thought I felt moping
As he was no longer touching
Only my mind justifying
To reach out for you once more
To give in to daydreams
Of a disbelievable experience
To hide the forever of finding you
If only that real man of you
Could keep promises to himself
Of things that involve such as me
It shall be a part of
My list of boundaries that
You really are as authentic as seen
Learning new things inside me
That was meant for me as a child
Again she's not held in this
Lonely experience of all
Darkness is faced as close to once
As instantaneous as my wishes
To have all that was taken
By greedy hungry hearts
Hollow as their unloving
As the memories of them
Walk off of my walls
If only there was more than
My own arms to hold me
Standing in all this ruble
I will hold the child running

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If I

If I


If I

There is a center
That burns
With hidden scars
If you found it
Would it sizzle
From the touch that
Cools my past
This place you could
Mark with your own
If I dare trust you
To enter me there
Would you turn my gate
Inside as you seek
How deep I am
And tighten my grip
On your world
That you find
Could it heal on
Your voice of want
Before the distance found
Could it sooth there
As you think upon
The climb into
Has my words already
Invited you for
Rhythm igniting
From my death
Will this life
Cause my melting under

The list of the
Broke-me's found
Would cry for
The trust only dreamed
If held tighter then
Could I become
Another being
As my light fills
These holes once ripped
As your own sings
For the moths in flame
Would the edges lick
The tops of mountains
On my horizon
And your head could
Rest upon the mound
Of where a world
Was birthed
Breathing in my
Soft cool skin
Holding on to my
Handles of paradise
Would you start
Again the layers
Over no longer torn
Across the waiting
To be filled with
The safety you
Overflow there

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I Feel YOU

I feel you


I Feel YOU

Wash me with this
Place you've made
Inside of me
Open your hands
Within my vibes
Your jaw loose
With your wanting
Kiss my energy again
As you catch it
From your heart
Because you opened to
And the roots
Had already grown toward
You are my tree
As your tall grew
Before my name upon
Your ear had sung
As you've found
In this distance
My roots already
Wound around your
Life of laughter
There in the reflection
My tears once ringed
To drop from my
Smile you replaced
From that world
That took it once
Now sings my beams

Again touched with
This tingle and warm
Because you think
Of me unharmed
Because you want
My laughter echoes
As you hold a thought
Of me in sunshine
Wanting your kiss
At bay form shadows
Reaching my banish
You watch my battle
With desire to hold
Again you send this
Heart attachment
Without chains, only arms
That wish to hold
Me whole again
As you watch my
Pieces mold me back
As you find a way
To answer my calls
Without a witness to
Track our world
As you give into
Our psychic affair
Once more for
You cannot resist
My dreamed up kisses

Then me in silence
Once more filled with
Your calling me
To remember to write
A poem filled with
Words that use “you”
That fill you with
Maybe's on your lips
To enhance my breath
As they were made
To run to screen
Full of your hidden
Name from my lips
As all who are watching
You play with your light
Have no clue of me
Here with your game
Wrapped in rhythm
And ribbon with
Fancy censored legs
Around you in ethereal
Because you wandered
Off again into my
Path I left open
Because a gate is
There on my thighs
As you fall in trance
To the rhythm of
My embracing replies

So, you think of
Approaching this called
Up inside of you
Besides your sent
Magic inside of me
You think on it more
Then you thought you
Would feel for the
Wooed upon your given
And you hunger for
Perhaps my voice
Speaking inside your
Number before me
Or along side your
Pillow with only
Your face upon it
Now could be me
You wanted when
You made that list
To keep them at bay
With your impossibility
That walks over here
Because I was this
All along to find you
In your single world
Of loving yourself
Caring for your broken
Then I gave you
Pieces I found over here

How about another
Long stanza with
You all over it
Does that mean I'll
Sleep for a bit of
Forever in this
Blanket of compassion
You willingly see
On my way as you
Sleep in the thought of
Me raw and bare as
My voice when it
Speaks of you again
In visions you drew
Of me naked on
Your wall to watch
You close your eyes
In your own love of
This shared moment
I called up long
This time to
Penetrate your all
Encompassing your
Time with my mind
Did it swallow you
Up from the smoke
You became before
Me as I've whispered
Your name from more

When it's you it's
Everything creeped
From my lips open
To the place I would
Kiss your doorway
Because you cannot
Resist the thoughts
Of a path my hand
Is held in yours
Without a pull from
The willingness to
Be my equal here
And there in the
Image of us as
We see the other
Filled in the space
Beside our spotlight
As this stage
Begins to sing
Our secrets molded
From between those
Lines leading up our
Fit together bodies
On more than surface
Because our souls
Have been here with
Every thought of
I'm no longer alone
In this mirror

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