Am I at the Last Layer to Become

Am I at the Last layer to Become

Am I at the Last Layer to Become

Crawling tears of force
Feels like “Mama hold me”
Yet, I still open my eyes
Knowing you lurked in every
Thought about me upon the wind
Helped me take a breath of that
And shudders shake as all
That went away with morning bright
Of course That Mother never held me
Yet your spirit would
And does now, in fetus around my
Wounds from when I slept
Too long upon death's breath
As you inquired of the attraction
I was making and you heated with
Imbalance of your not here
About all my adventures
Despite your own cinema wide
World you hadn't moved toward
Me here, something, as you gain
Balance and sooth such why's
As to when you would be
With me, move to me, fill me
Even while you inquire again
I'll be this circled with friends
I'll be this star being polished
As you've glittered and trying
To glitter upon a haunted fire

So, you talk of aliens and what
They would be like with humor
And I want to know too of this
Whether conspiracy or ancient
You have hinted that you grasp
The conversations you've wished
You could have shared as my friend
As someone underneath his own
Fish guided depths with half eaten
Sweetness to show how much you
Frumped upon the scene as
Thin man in untailored PLUS sweater
On mountain full of filled heads
Of movies to show, movies to be
And you there, regularly observing
You in the life of a life in
Lit like it sounds from the corners
Did you cuddle again inside me
While you pondered the rewarded
With stage full of humor for aliens
With photograph moving: Of horror
Because you too have learned to
Carry your sun into every darkness
To carry your ego to mark Lilith
Because your ego has met max
And your Id too had met zero
To find this place you walk with
Full awareness of your light
To touch with more laughter

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