If Veils Were Wands

If Veils Were Wands

If Veils Were Wands

Shaking the hollow out
Of the stick that gathered
The things that lived in
The cracks of the blankets
Because my bed has been
Left behind with the cursers
To live with the demons
They stirred to control me
Their every breath now
Dependent on their own karma
And what they let loose for
Centuries of ancestors because
The family tradition now holds
Their neck while they wait
For everything they are now
To obey for their darkness
As is written in the very air
Cast the darkness, then you pay
Where every light is made
Before the gold upon them
Too late for the light they hate
As they tried to blow out my
Flame that now engulfs
The world to hold me with
Love of every spinning center
Of the Universes I've healed
Putting stick inside my cabin
Of every part I've slept
To awaken upon my anchors

Like walking trees I land
Holding my ground even in
Train across spirits' mountains
Washed with running rivers
Over bridges they moan
Beneath as they feed such
That does not belong into
What is natural and dirt instead
Fertilizing the shores it
Travels away from me
Faster than I could if I
Followed to watch her sea
She brought the world a
Green forest to hold the
Love of every 'hello' passer
Then I remember my soul still
Travels over these mountains
To spoon between my arms
The destiny between gods
Until night whispers I
Belong wherever I sleep
Because it is where my
Dreams bring to life the
Dead dreams of all my
Lovers that never where
What they promised to be
To hold my promises to me
That I am my greatest love
If I ever share this with thee

It will only be because my pitcher
Is full of this traveling love
To fill the cups that meet my
Vortex of light-(w)holes spinning
Inside like there never was a black
Like dark matter or black-holes
Because they are only myths
Full of forth-dimension and energy
That has been commanded by
The stars I’ve filled with my hearts
The ravens' calls whispered across
Treetops wherever I daydream
Because she speaks to this place
Only the owls knew before me
With silent flight I still move as
The wings I formed from when
I was a surviving child of power
Healing the abusers' sanity only
To live another day like this
From when I disappeared to the
Other side of a drawing
I found their sanity no longer
My charge and released to
Their madness walking their
Dark nest of screaming chains
Made for the ghost they've
Already hoard their haunted
Ground they will remain
As their own vow of destiny

So I've returned again the dust
Of seeds that hold the light
Giving pillars throughout
Possibilities for birthing
Forgiving even the ghosts of
Darkness I walked through
Like doorway of only thresholds
The suns inside the deepest matter
Could have known if only wide open
When traveling through that way
Because the Abyss is my thousands
Of snakes for spirit arms
Purring because they no longer
Bite the passing curser's charms
Because I'm untouchable beyond
They were born to see
Instead shedding these skins
For my own multi-destinies
Turning their gazes to gems
Mimicking the birth of universes
As I walk, each pair of eyes
Follows every path I am taking
Who will be among the webs
Their teeth now form instead
Because all can possess their
Own poison of creation and
Which will they reach to new
Because I am now more than
Statue of a Goddess once remembered

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