Can I Always

can i always

Can I Always

His thoughts as ghost
Yet life flows through him
Like red, hot blood of male
Feeling male
Trying to understand female and love her
I love him for existing
Is that enough to always feel such
And hold such
Will I heal him of
His fears of woman baggage
Will I rebuild how strong he
Already is because
I've helped the gutter leach
Accidentally fly
Can I be this for him, even if
There is a never
Even if it is an
if or a most likely
Stacked in the favor of
Can I be catalyst I was
Born to be
But for a deserving chemical boost
Such as like I think he is
Or may really be, in between
His other beingness
Will I stay this for him
In distance and in arms
Please let me walk closer to
Instead of always out of reach
Because too many, so many
Thought better of me for me
Based on their too many limitations
I love him
Can I stay there without it hurting
I love his light
And smile and eyes smiling
When mouth is in thought
I love the mind that calls me
But why does he not answer my requests
And if he stays not answering
Can I keep following to him
Because he saved my life
From chains in sleep
Does he deserve all the time
This is taking to spiral up
Can I love him, even when
Never becomes
Walking alone into
Who I am anyway
Will he live deep enough
To understand the swim
To my soul
Does he know he is upon stars
As I raise him higher
Will he know my love
Even if never knowing
Source of his fire
As he flies
Until old man in shadows
Calls his century
When crossing into such
Long life, long from now
Will he fly on this fire
Until he seems to live
Forever
Will he know my name
When carved on stone
As a one to always remember him
Does he already love me
As it walks the path with him
To that carved memory
Can I hold him that long
With only his whispers
In my moving days
Inside this multi universe
Of my sense of self
Inside my mind that can
Encompass this world
As love of me and path
Into warm boarders
Can I be beyond three scores
Of him inside me
When the time comes for
Other side, together or one at a time
Will he still come to be
Inside me as the lighter of
My light I hold in there
Where it is all the light
That loves a soul
All souls, my soul, his soul
Him lighting me up as I do
What a soul there does
Loves

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