I Love You Still in Your Never-ed

I love you still in your never-ed

I Love You Still in Your Never-ed

I'm remembering to smell the jasmine
Like vines on your walls
Deciding to bloom when we spoke
Once, a year ago, it seems
About meeting soon, and never
As I prevented madness
And I rest now in my own love
Healing the webs I could be
Back as if it never left me
Are you on that same wind
Of light spring breezed flowers, lilacs
Do you still sit on your balcony
With wine and pots of budding
Clover to hunt for fairies again
Will my wings to your sleeping
Mend with promised dreams
Of all we could be as we said
As you once had to wait for another
I wait without choices or leaps of you
I surrendered to my stories and
Wave into a genius madness
Of forgetting yet remaining
Where my feet are because my world
Still holds my beautiful daughter
I remain here in her healing
Showing her I can be whole as
She helps me glue back my
Pieces from a monster devour
She lets me win my own heart

Did you roll in the covers of
My stories you thought I wanted
Out of you instead of you
Your skin and beating heart I
Desire in a future I've not reached
I turn to take a road of my own
Scents and wishes and capes
As I dance with scarves and
Little girl prances, I wonder if
You'd ever dance with us
Maybe each night as I again
Raise my stamina into what I
Could be in blinks and reaps
As I spring forth like the season
Hoping for your warmth instead
Could you hold me in the meadow
With our moans keeping snakes
At bay despite the bull it searches
Our wish would bring the birds
Like starling swirls along the
Pastures only badgers could
Wander, ready with every claw
Barren even seems to green a bit
When the rains come to fill our
Rivers under the mountains
Will you taste the melted waves
Or bathe in a stream we homed
Will you ever come to erase never
Into my forgetting of woes

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