Jan 2016

Channeling, Spirit Partnerships

Channeling Spirit Partnerships

Channeling, Spirit Partnerships


You might have only a few life committed channelers for very few things that are only important to you, but what would happen if they weren't there? I mean, besides the agonizing mourning of a loss that was never supposed to happen, what else would happen? What would it feel like, and what would the chain of events that would happen if something horrific enough would happen to take them away? A loss of the spirit you danced with is the minimal of feelings to come up.

It would almost be as mind-blowing and just maybe as debilitatingly mental as losing your own soul, is the reality of having such agreements stripped from us. If you think about it and all the arts and creations we just do, channeling our own higher spirit, with that gone, it would not be much of a leap for us to think about how a life-time spirit-only mate to be gone would be. Of course the first thought is to never go into such relationships where something or someone could cause this, but if we actually meet a situation like this, could it be easily understood or we would never have met the situation to begin with? Despite the thought that
against our will is a dark act, does not mean that this would not or could not happen. If you find you are near death in some sort of way, maybe go within and figure out if you have been stripped of some of your spirit alignments and begin to request and repair into new alignments.

It could be as simple as, what if when we look in the mirror we are supposed to be playing a game with a friend as to what magical wonder we see. Then, some dark person, pretending to love us, has demons upon their desires and they talk you and your friend to not see you in this game anymore. Can you visualize that? Like taking a picture as a child playing dress up, such fun and then the feeling is gone. How did it happen? Maybe you could linger there or you could meditate upon your own soul to repair the loss and gain a new friend to great you again in the mirror or to play dress up and take hundreds of pictures in delight.

That was one example but some have it in the kitchen with a meal. Creativity can be where you need it and love it and it will show up like a trusted partner. If it does not, where it once did, then it is time to seek what happened to your friend and if your friend has gone on to other spirit obligations, maybe it is time to get a new dance. How strange it is to be this far into this conversation and think that it is exactly how you see what is missing? You have your spirit guides, ask for help. You have your religion or your spirituality, ask for help. If you only have a therapist, ask why you are missing what connected you and there may be another way even from all this to understand it and guide you to some living human buddies to work with.

You can rebuild a broken soul and such a statement is much more complex than it sounds. You can rebuild your whole community of who you are as a soul. You can start by meditating, or writing poetry. You will go one step at a time to understand that you are not alone in your walking around this world thinking you are only one human. If you are, then things need to change because there is a lot of life that guides you through your free will existence and gratitude is just one way of discovering them. I wish you well into what I've discovered, that I'm a whole universe in this one of many dimensions. I hope that even if you only discover it through creation and art, that you do. If these words inspire you or heal you, please create what it calls. Thank you.

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Monsters

Monsters


Monsters


How many monsters are in my life? ...Not as many as a once upon a time. These are only characters and a game to play now, but there was a time that real monsters tore at me regularly. I guess, watching my daughter deal with her own monsters, I can see why she shares my love for “spooky.” I've mentioned why people turn to horror once before, but also, why write or perform horror? It is important to know your monsters aren't the only one, I'd like to say, first of all. I guess that is what a monster made to go really is, someone that tells someone else, theirs aren't their only monsters.

It would be lovely if our monsters became anti-heros (or secretly were such), but truth is, those anti-heros seem to only be made by everyone else around them taking care of themselves and showing their hero-side to them. Somewhere in their own
once upon a time, they wanted to be a hero and as begrudging as they are, would get dragged along. I don't know about you, but I don't want to drag anyone along. I want to take care of myself with love by following my rules of integrity, authenticity, accountability, and vulnerability. I also listen to my intuition and spiritual guidance, but I have no interest in turning a monster into a kitten. It is not my work, nor my job.

The world changes around you living a life with such view points and after advocating and keeping my rules, I've experienced this world change. I've also noticed monsters in the distance, left behind because they are having a monster fit, seem to notice too. It does not matter I suppose, except maybe in what I help my daughter face. Yet, teaching her independence and the same rules, causes her own monsters to be at bay, or go away. I like seeing that. I don't know if I'd be able to do any of this, if I hadn't had to flush out internal demons that were built on childhood horrors, of course. I did this by creating and creating until I mastered at my work and then created some more. It seems when I got to a stage of doubling and tripling each master pathway, was when I broke through to understand my own success and the light that has no monsters to keep away.

I've learned to make these monsters in my books, stories, poetry, art, and scripts. I've completed them to send, and they stack up. This stage is where I found so many
old beaten monsters that want to speak in them and so many getting out of me and my life. I'll be glad to laugh at the darkness I have on paper and I'll be glad to share it. My monsters are only pets I call characters now. They sit inside me waiting to speak when I give them a person to be in and perhaps an actor or director will see such things to play out for themselves and get their own out of them. It heals beyond worlds, I know. I've watched the worlds each share around me, adjust to my view of life as fun.

I still like driving through neighborhoods and looking at the porch lights on at night. It reminds me of me as a child walking through a strange group of houses in the dark with their lights on, to ask a stranger to be scared of my dress-up and give me candy. It was the only holiday that didn't force you to accept the darkness in your relatives with a smile. Yes, many do not have dark relatives but when a family does, it seems to be a family tradition to force kids to accept them. I've broken that tribal belief for me and for my girl. She is allowed to like or love whoever she wants. She can respectfully do something else rather than take the invasion of a monster into her boundaries. She can love horror movies alongside me, knowing how to not be programmed in the real world to such nightmares. She sees the plots for what they are, and we escape knowing our world does not have such things in our dark anymore.

Yes, things come up, but the rules mentioned earlier, as to how to handle them and to respectfully say out loud to who needs to hear
they can't do that to us, has brought me and people like me into our own boundaries and bravery again. Bravery is nothing but being ourselves, what our soul's desires are, despite anyone coming along thinking to put you below them makes them higher. So, we don't get dragged down, and the monsters have to leave because they don't like all that light. Find your own light and let it shine bright, and brighter for every monster you solved.

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Your Spirit is in the Land

your spirit in the land


Your Spirit is in the Land


I started thinking about the land and how our spirit is there. It truly is where religion can go wrong, if it disconnects you from your (our) land, where you are. This may be a plain, simple thought but, how deep does your heritage (your lineage) go where you are? Do you go a couple of hundred of years or thousands? This is also important to know what your spirit hungers to know. Possibly a person in your life whose heritage does go deeper where you live could be a key. As much as governments across the world want to get rid of native people, original people, of the land, what is going on in this process?

Does your religion originate where you are? Does it go back to a different kind of land and calling across a sea? If so, it is a different religion than its roots and accept that as a part of healing and growing your spirit. Understand what it became where you are. Nature is louder than you think and just coming across this article is probably making you hear it a bit louder. Listen to your soul here. Listen to our ancestors, and the animals and plants are our ancestors too. In fact, the animals are another way to find 'someone' with thousands of years of lineage to your personal land, as a friend. I have many animal spirits around me, guiding me, can you notice your own?

Maybe as simple as finding the secrets in your family tree is a start to get closer to the very stars, because how the stars look, is also our land point of view. There is a large group of people in many countries right now, that governments are still trying to get you to think are in extinction. People are as important as animals and plants. We are all important. These people have not forgotten what the land is speaking. Seek out and listen, they are not quiet, you've only been “programmed” to not be listening. Do you want to continue in the ways of what the propagandizing, pushy people want you to think? Where are our natives and are their numbers larger than you thought, and are they heard?

This is not progress as to why they are “disappearing.” It is a greed to kill or take land. It is the same thing for thousands of years, bullies trying to get the herding of the masses to think it is a good thing. Too many wars in this world still about owning a piece of nature and very specifically few people owning it too. This is all of ours. Perhaps laws help some of us, but they also hurt many. I personally wish to own my own land but never at the expense of diminishing a whole group of people. I don't want land that belongs to tribes or forests that belong to protection, for me to have my home. I know our entire world population can fit on New Zealand (side by side), so there is a possibility to have much less greed when you think of that.

It sometimes is not much bigger than being informed to make your soul more satisfied and telling a friend and speaking in your art or writing. A more aware world will show the wolf for who he or she is, drooling on the platform, claiming to speak for you. Sometimes, seeing is enough to make the dark souls run from the lit exposure. Those will be the easier accomplishments, yes, but is it easy? How many people want to stay asleep, walking ungrounded all about? How hungry are they to sit with their bare feet in the dirt, watching a horizon while taking a long quiet drink of something comforting? This is a meditation upon the land and you will find your version of a god or goddess there. You will find the same version inside you if you are quiet with this.

So, take it with you to your religious discussions and incorporate that too. Take it with you to your social groups and embrace your outdoor picnic on a level that could be leaps with the slightest of subtlety. If you see an awakened world, take it in. It is only for you to see. Keep hearing, keep seeing, and it will be heard and seen. Include the people whose spirits still guard, even your house and backyard. They are there, the tribes, and these natives are not extinct like some would like you to think, so when you feel them there, look for the real ones too and let them be heard and seen. Find out what real history is, that takes research and study for your area. Don't trust a book alone except to maybe look for references. This is what learning history is and how many still do it and teach their children to. Can you?

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Epiphany's Job

Epiphany's job


Epiphany's Job


What do I say when I'm so in the middle of an epiphany that I can't hear my own thoughts while the angels are singing so loud in my ear? Who would want to read any further when someone feels so good and not revealing how they can feel good too? A day like today cannot bring an article full of wisdom to be here. It is something I stay in, to reveal to me all that it is. When was the last time you felt good, and allowed yourself to stay there? Too many people do not go to the next step and next step to stay in that state until it calms into contentment. Too many of those same people sabotage themselves to be the diminished soul someone else wanted them to be.

I've mentioned somewhere in my chatter or posted, that there are people who ruin a good thing all the time because it feels more comfortable than feeling good, because it reminds them of what someone taught them on how love should feel bad. That is not love and never will be and even if you have to face how much you love yourself wrongly disguised on another person to see that it is never outside ourselves, it is not there. Yes, our wish is to find someone a bit like us, a lot like us but not to the point we believe them when it is not.

Confused? How could it be a bad thing to project our wonderfulness upon another? If we are not aware of our wonderfulness and someone is wearing it like it is them when it is not them at all, that is how. It is complicated and the evolving, rising person, can run across such. Don't be so blind that it is not them, that when they prove who they are in little shockingly nasty statements, that you go blind to it. It is just the love for yourself that you cannot believe enough. You think you would never, therefore they would never: Not true sometimes. Look at what you are with, and who you are to meet again. Friend or lover to be, who are they, are they just a stranger? Do they only become someone because you reveal yourself? That is a dangerous area.

They should become someone because
they reveal themselves. You need to meet friends, exes, parents, and believe who they are when you do and not deny because the other felt so good. That other will go with you because that other is you. These people will make you think that you will lose that because that is a partial truth, because it is not theirs is why you would, but it will still be in you. Find out who you are, and find out who they are. It is the job of every relationship, but see it, hear it; don't let shock of how nasty something is put you in denial. They will kill you with control if you do. Remember who you are and remember again, don't forget. If someone breaks yours soul, take the time to heal it all the way before another someone comes because they will fool you into thinking they are the missing pieces. Of course the biggest lesson is, allow yourself the gift of suffering if it must be, because a broken heart is painful, but if you ignore that it is being broken, they will strangle your very spirit. I know someday, we can stop learning from suffering by not denying a needed pain for a worse pain. We can reveal truths to ourselves through pleasure too.

Well, I still hang in this glow of knowing just who I left behind and perhaps I gave you a clue but most likely I am just going to find all the others of you that have already figured this out. It is just one of those things we figure out on our own and we don't understand until we do. I am looking forward to all the people revealing themselves to me now. It is beautiful and disturbing and I wouldn't have it any other way. My world is being put down and my universe is birthing a new universe before me. I am all my dimensions, and more. Thank you for understanding my delayed wisdom here. I only have happiness in getting my soul back onto the level of hearing everything again, to reveal here today.

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